Scrolling up and down,  seeing photos, stuck on a page, stopped. Saw something that gave me chills tonight. I feel weak, felt fear, felt pressure, anxiety, depressed..name them. I was really scared. I stared at the laptop screen. I started to worry.

I'm overwhelmed with the feeling that I can not do this and that because I'm incapable of doing so. I am unfit. I am not worthy. Then I just remembered that in this battle I was never alone. I should not be afraid. I should not fear. Because there's someone out there who is greater than anyone else in this world. Someone who can provide everything for me. Someone who has won the victory for me. I still a feel a bit of fear in my heart because the battle I'm facing is too much for me, but as I've said: I am never alone. God is here :'-)

When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you. 
--Isaiah 43:2 NLT