I admit (even it’s hard for me to admit or accept things) that I’m having a hard time dealing with everything that is happening to me right now. Because of this, I am getting kind of confused with all the emotions I am feeling, affecting my relationships with the people around me.There are things I felt I wanted to do, things I felt I wanted to say, but a lot of things hold me back because I know I am still not in a stable situation. Things are as vague as ever. I just pray that things will get clearer soon, so whatever is present, I’ll be able to deal with it with certainty that I’ve made a decision not based on an uncertain feeling.