I'm the type of person who could not write in times of sadness and pain. I envy those who can muster the exact words to describe how they feel. I wonder how better you must have felt when you have perfectly transcribed the burden inside you in a prose written on a blank sheet. I wish I could also have that kind of therapy. Unfortunately, It is impossible for me to write in these times. I can only stare in that blank sheet with a pen in my hand, thinking, feeling the pain and bitterness that makes me feel worse because everything is contained inside me, and I could not express nor write it.