Sudden Nocturnal Death Syndrome

I thank my God today

I'm still alive, I'm glad to say

I was aboutto pass away

But He chose for me to stay

My body is immobile

It won't move, it kept still

The nightmares, the fear I feel

I can't breathe, my efforts were futile

I wondered what would happen

If I was never awaken

My passing would be so sudden

And I will soon be forgotten

Awake, I stayed

And I continuously prayed

God will come, His arms laid

'Cause in saving, He never failed

Thank You, Lord, You are my saviour

I have survived the painful tremor

Staying alive is in my favour

The black dream got back its colour

Tonight, As I lay in my bed

I'm assured I'll be protected

Falling asleep, I will not dread

With God, I won't fear being dead

Everybody's going to leave but not an old friend. An old friend is undubitably gold but how could that be possible if s/he deserted a friend? Gold fades if it doesn't hone its value. It will be fading like a dust escalating beneath the wind until it's lost, hardly redeeming the value it once had.
--Charlie (geekycharlie)

L’amour est un mot à utiliser delicatement; 
delicatement, je te ferais des calins; 
calins, compliments; 
compliments sur ton beau visage, tes yeux de cristal et ta personalité d’ange; 
ange, mon ange; 
ange qui m’a choisi parmis tous les hommes;
homme, je suis le tiens;
tiens mon coeur, il n’y a qu’un mot pour decrire ce que j’éprouve;
j’éprouve l’amour.

-Anon.

Woke up in a state where I can barely describe If I'm okay or not. My temperature's really high but I feel cold. I feel something is pressing me in the chest, supressing my breathing. I was awake again and my sad thoughts loaded again. I closed my eyes and wished to sleep again, 'cause that is my escape. I am in a high fever but the sad thoughts is so much harder to bear. Physically, emotionally, I am sick. Popped a pill for the fever, but for the other one I know a pill could not ease it but to be patient enough to deal with it. I closed my eyes and said my prayers. I should get back to sleep now, and hope that tomorrow will be fine.

I will always be grateful to you for loving me. No amount of sweet words can describe how blessed I am to have met you, to have known you and to have you. You are the one who has seen the things in me beyond the superficial, for your Love is never based on that. You are the one who has seen my flaws, imperfection and shortcomings but you embraced them all. I have proved that your Love is genuine and priceless, and I will always be secure with it. So no matter how perfect the relationship of other people may seem, I would always stick with what we have, I will always stick with you. 'cause your Love is beyond perfect, and I'll always be a one lucky girl for that. And of course, I Love you too.