The guy i'll be with
is the one who prayed, pursued
and chose to love me.

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Hey :-))))) Just so you know, I thought about you today, I thought about you yesterday, the other day, the day before the other day and so on. Insane, isn't it? Don't be too happy 'cause I don't feel happy about this. This bothers me a lot. Maybe you didn't think about me as much as I do and that is good to hear. I expect you to be strong in this waiting phase thing. You know what,  something tells me that it's okay to be with you now. I'm 20, it's not like I'm a restricted 13 year old. However, there's also something that tells me to wait for the right time. But really, when is the right time coming? Am I going to wait for 4,5, 6 years or more? I'm getting a little impatient and it isn't right. I dread that I'd start envying sweet couples and worse, I might search for you when I should be the one waiting. In fact, you wouldn't like it when I pursue you right? You will pursue me, gentleman.

I find it funny to write you this letter, It's like my wisdom went on a vacation. I got it back now, thank God. Dear, this is a serious matter. I know it will be great if we meet but it's only great if it's in the right time. Imagine the great risk we will put our hearts in to when we force things to happen. Sorry for being a little impatient, and whenever you feel the same way just hold on to the wisdom that God provided for us and to the grace that makes us more patient. I'm okay now, I know you have prayed for me. Thanks. I will wait, and that's a promise.

Love,

Your Future Girlfriend

I really wonder why I met you, why you met me, among everybody else in this huge world. I wonder why and how our paths crossed. I’m quite amazed by that fact, actually. Slowly, as I get to know you I see how we are similar in a lot of ways—the way we talk, the cute stumbling and jumbling of our words. The way we act and react like our simple exchange of playful punches, pinches, poking and whatnot. Our interests like reading, dreams of becoming a doctor, and to travel around the world. The way we view things, the way you are appreciative like me. The things we believe in. The things where we put our heart in to. The things that make us happy. I can still enumerate more and it reveals a spine-tingling fact that we are almost similar in everything. It’s as if we have the same mind, same heart, same soul. Have I found my soulmate? Is it you?

There are girls,
Pretty Girls,
All glammed up
From head to toe.

With 3-inch high-heels,
Mini skirt,
Tiny waists,
Plunging Neckline,

Cherry Lips,

Nose Lines,

Batting Eyelashes,
Contoured Eye,
Silky Straight Hair

And there I am,

Slouchly standing
From head to toe,
With worn out sneakers,
Washed out Jeans

Love Handles,

Plain big t-shirt

Unruly hair
With nothing on the face

but a few beads of sweat
Yet among the all these girls,

I am the one
You consider beautiful :-)

I love piggy back rides
With me holding on tight
And you securing me
We enjoy each other
Crazily running and walking around
With tireless laughs
And huge smiles on our faces
With me feeling secured
Lifted by the love of my life
I'm happy for the fact that 
You delight in carrying me
No matter how heavy I am
No matter how tired you are
I promise I'll give you a ride as well
or I'll try to lose some weight
So you won't have a hard time
Carrying me around
'Cause I love the piggy back rides
And I love the fact that
It's you who's carrying me on your back 

Dear Future Boyfriend,
          
               I just want you to know that recently, a lot has been looking for you. It’s funny, I know, for I haven’t even met you yet.  However, I didn’t feel pressure every time I’m asked about you. I just gave them a smile and say, “Let’s not hurry, I will introduce him to all of you soon” :-)
               
                But you know what, sometimes I wonder how it looks like or feels like when we are together now. How my friends or those curious people would react when they see me approaching..with you holding my hand. I wonder how you would respond to the warm and even the cold greetings. I hope you will just shrug it off, for there are always people who will raise their eyebrows on us. I hope that you are too happy that we are together to even mind that matter. I hope that you are happy that I am your girlfriend because you know, I’m more than happy that I am introducing you to do them as my boyfriend, my dearest.
                
                But for now, I think it’s best if you just sleep a little longer my dear. You know I’m still dealing with a lot of things right now and I bet you know that It’s not yet a good time for us to be together. I still got a lot to learn. You deserve the best my dear, and I would love to give that best to you. I’m not feeling any pressure whenever they look for you because I know this matter shouldn't be rushed. Let’s just concentrate first on what God wants us to focus on like our studies, families, responsibilities and of course, our relationship with Him. Let us continue to love Him more everyday and prepare our hearts. Let Jesus guard our hearts, for He is the Lord of our relationship.
                
                Writing this puts a huge smile on my face. I promise that I will protect my heart and save it for you.With God’s help, I will gladly wait and pray. And when the time comes that we’re already together, I believe the first person that will be the happiest mood is God, for His perfect will is for us to meet. That is really worth praying and waiting for, isn't it? So let me say, “See you soon, my dear <3”

                                                                                             With so much love,
                                                                                              Your Future Girlfriend <3
                                                                                                                                                                      

I will always be grateful to you for loving me. No amount of sweet words can describe how blessed I am to have met you, to have known you and to have you. You are the one who has seen the things in me beyond the superficial, for your Love is never based on that. You are the one who has seen my flaws, imperfection and shortcomings but you embraced them all. I have proved that your Love is genuine and priceless, and I will always be secure with it. So no matter how perfect the relationship of other people may seem, I would always stick with what we have, I will always stick with you. 'cause your Love is beyond perfect, and I'll always be a one lucky girl for that. And of course, I Love you too.

Dearest Future Boyfriend,

You know I have a lot of things to say to you and I don't know how to start but I'll start by saying thank you so much, because among all the woman here on earth it is I you chose to love. Thank you for pursuing me, for praying for me and for waiting for me. That really means a lot, you know.

When you come I will have someone who will understand me more than anyone else. Someone who is willing to give a listening ear when I talk and a speaking mouth when I'm silent. Someone who is willing to do the simplest things like waiting for me so that I won't eat alone, or doing the groceries with me. Someone who will be sensitive enough to see there's something wrong no matter how good I am in concealing it. Someone who can put up with all my flaws. Someone who will cover my eyes for things I should not see. Someone who knows how to hurt me but won't do it. Someone who will wipe away my tears. Someone that will surely reciprocate my love and that is you.

I don't know if I want you now in my life but maybe it's better if we don't meet yet. But one thing is for sure. I'm going to prepare and wait. You deserve the best. When you come, I'd be very happy. See you soon my dearest.

Love, Love, Love

Your Dearest.