I was staring blankly in anger. No, I don't know if it was anger, dissapointment or frustration. My head aches from thinking. My stomach is growling. I can't hate anyone but I hate you.

State the obvious. Since we parted,everything has changed between the both of us. It's never like what used to be. I don't know with you, but I'm still in the process of forgetting and I'm having a hard time with you being silly pushing yourself again into my life. I don't know what you are really up to, but no matter what motive you have it's really rude of you to barge in just like that. You have hurt me more than once and I won't let it happen again.

If only I'm blunt enough to say this to your face I will really do, but once I'm in front of you I'm helpless. No, you can't say sweet compliments just like that, or unpermissably get my phone and read my sms, comment on my friends, or do sweet favors for me. It's sweet, but I can't appreciate it. You don't know how hard it is for me. It's like picking up the shattered pieces and there you are breaking it again.

Maybe, whether I like it or not, you'll still be involved with my life. The world is small and the worse is that you've been my world so you'll always be there. As long as you're alive I can't do anything about it but I won't kill you. I just want to ask a favor--Don't give me a hard time.