I may not be talking to you and you may not hear from me, but that doesn't mean that I started ignoring you. Ever since we had this space between the two of us I have this fear that this temporary phase of isolating ourselves with each other will become permanent, that this quelling of our emotions will be ordinary for us. Honestly, I don't want us to lead to that, and I seriously dread it.
Monday, April 15, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Dear You,
I don't know if you will be able to read this.If not, maybe it's just not meant to be. Just kidding, I know how much you hate that line of mine. I admit it's really awkward to write you something like this or to write this way because I know there are chances that you won't see it. However, I really want to write you something tonight so please, read on.
We know for a fact that you are my best friend and both of us has been through a lot--series of fights, quarrels compensated with good laughs and happy moments together. We enjoy whatever we do or wherever we go as long as we are together. Remember our first year? You asked me if I'm happy, and sincerely, with a skip of a heartbeat, I said yes. I am happy, I still am.
However there are rough roads set as we walk and run in this world's paths and I admit, I was not really good with this. Expectations and assumptions overwhelm us and these led to heartbreaks. You want this, I don't want that, You don't want this, I want that. What happened to our pair of eyes that are connected invisibly with each other? Maybe we seldom stare at each other's eyes anymore. It seems like we somewhat lost that incomparable and amazing connection that we have and that is really saddening. I hope I'm wrong.
I just want to end this letter saying that no matter what is happening between the two of us, no matter how saddening, painful or hard it is to bear, I will always have my arms open wide ready to hug you (or not if you don't want to) and hear you out. 'Cause no matter what, you are my best friend, and that very important fact will always prevail.
Sincerely,
Maica D.
I don't know if you will be able to read this.If not, maybe it's just not meant to be. Just kidding, I know how much you hate that line of mine. I admit it's really awkward to write you something like this or to write this way because I know there are chances that you won't see it. However, I really want to write you something tonight so please, read on.
We know for a fact that you are my best friend and both of us has been through a lot--series of fights, quarrels compensated with good laughs and happy moments together. We enjoy whatever we do or wherever we go as long as we are together. Remember our first year? You asked me if I'm happy, and sincerely, with a skip of a heartbeat, I said yes. I am happy, I still am.
However there are rough roads set as we walk and run in this world's paths and I admit, I was not really good with this. Expectations and assumptions overwhelm us and these led to heartbreaks. You want this, I don't want that, You don't want this, I want that. What happened to our pair of eyes that are connected invisibly with each other? Maybe we seldom stare at each other's eyes anymore. It seems like we somewhat lost that incomparable and amazing connection that we have and that is really saddening. I hope I'm wrong.
I just want to end this letter saying that no matter what is happening between the two of us, no matter how saddening, painful or hard it is to bear, I will always have my arms open wide ready to hug you (or not if you don't want to) and hear you out. 'Cause no matter what, you are my best friend, and that very important fact will always prevail.
Sincerely,
Maica D.
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